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Disclaimer: To be clear, abuse of drugs, alcohol, getting off at porn is not the “happiness” I am referring to and I would never encourage anyone to do those things to be happy. That is destructive and damaging to your health and relationships and not the form of happiness if I referring to. To be happy is not wrong. To be with people you love or to achieve a goal you’ve worked so hard for and finally get it, happiness is surely to happen. As it should, Yahweh gave humanity t

Choked Up This image of the journal of the girl writing to Yahweh, but then can’t even write and drops tears is literally right now. I mean it happens, but I’m so broken and upset this is all I can do, even when trying to pray to Him. So glad the Godhead understands. Today I officially felt the Lord chip away the damage and cut a bad relationship in my life and it cut me deeply because once upon a time I did care for two people and 1 of the two people was dealt with today. I

Ex-Soulmate (Best Friend) 10/24/2020 I will always remember as one of the worst days of my adult life. I knew I had to let go of someone I once loved and the sooner I climbed that mountain the sooner I could move on with my life. We started off well, but there towards the end she didn’t want to be friends anymore. She didn’t want to fix the damage she caused nor did she want to fight for our friendship. So for the past two years I’ve been in the process of letting go. I was s

Friendly Advice To Christians that are rising celebrities such as myself or simply a Christian in a position that desires to be recognized by your boss, peers, parents, teachers, etc. Look, in order to call yourself a walking testimony for the Lord you must first go through a test. In order to bring a message you must first suffer a mess and see how the Lord cleaned that area if your life up so you could even mention such a story to someone else. You can’t instantly be known

Stop Being A Child I tell people all the time that aging, getting old is something we all must do, but growing up is a choice. 32 years of living and I am surrounded by children. Everywhere I have worked, every boss I’ve had out of the 15 jobs I worked were nothing but children. I am still looking forward to meeting individuals (both Christian and non-Christian) who desire to better themselves and become wise as they age. It would be nice because I have a organization and nee

So tell me, pro choice supporters, does these images make you flinch? Do you feel good about the choices you’ve made? Would you do this to yourself and not care? If you say yes you’re missing the point and I seriously doubt you want to feel objects cutting you in pieces. How do you live with yourselves? How do you do this to your own child and call it freedom of choice? When a man overcomes a woman, and takes her sexually and hurts her, stabs her up, and kills her people say

Why Are Fake Christians Winning? I don't get something. How do people claim they're a Christian, love God, read the Bible then go and do the following and see nothing wrong with it? All the things listed below are sins, but no one in the evangelical world seems to think these topics are issues? 1.) Fornicate (living together not married/premarital sex) 2.) Swear/profanity/talking filthy 3.) Support sin/sinful lifestyles (LGBT+, rape, pro-choice, porn, murder, cannibalism, tat

"I can't breathe!" --George Floyd > Listen to Lecrae Moore' s reaction. I found what Lecrae said about the incident with George Floyd very fascinating. What he said was the right and mature way to respond to this situation with Mr. Floyd. However I would like to take a moment and say those four men just in case the church has forgotten, have a soul. The tragedy is not Mr. Floyd. It is the four men who are lost. I say this based on how the Bible says we can know people by thei

“The aim of Christianity is not to destroy the soul, but the sin.” --Artzenin Eklektos As a minister it is so important keep that in mind when dealing with anyone, but especially when I run into people who openly want to debate "religion". I know I do not follow religion, but I cannot convince people of that, nor can I stress how much "religion" is not biblical nor what makes up who the Godhead is at their core. James simply said pure and genuine religion in the eyes of God i

Disclaimer: I do not have a grudge against the American flag. That is not the issue. And defending the flag is not the issue, look at what I'm saying and the context of how I'm saying it. I can only verify what I am say, I cannot make you understand. That is your responsibility. Are You Offended? I don’t like everything Golden Girls promoted. They did support Woke Community (LGBTQ+) themes and I just can’t praise that, but in general they touched on a lot of powerful topics a

Not Again Getting really tired of people mistaking me for a man. I do everything to defuse this, but my efforts in the past, and even now don't matter, hence is why I no longer want to kill myself over changing who I am for the sanctification for others. Case A: Childhood (Milmine, Cerro Gordo, Bement) I had long hair once, and wore dresses. I was called a lesbian. Constantly. Go bigger, dressed decently, comfortably, was still called a lesbian. Case B: Teenhood (Breathiit) W

"I prefer to be true to myself, even at the hazard of incurring the ridicule of others, rather than to be false and to incur my own abhorrence." --Fredrick Douglass Frederick Douglass (born Frederick Augustus Washington Bailey; c. February 1818– February 20, 1895) was an American social reformer, abolitionist, orator, writer, and statesman. After escaping from slavery in Maryland, he became a national leader of the abolitionist movement in Massachusetts and New York, gaining

"You are something the whole universe is doing in the same way that a wave is something that the whole ocean is doing." --Alan Watts Childhood Watts was born to middle-class parents in the village of Chislehurst, Kent (now south-east London), on 6 January 1915, living at 3 (now 5) Holbrook Lane, which was previously lived in by author John Hemming-Clark in the early 1900s.[4] Watts' father, Laurence Wilson Watts, was a representative for the London office of the Michelin tyre

Ordinance = Responsibility I will be receiving my ordnance license soon, and that is good. It is not something I chose, but the Lord told me to do. However, with this comes responsibility, and biblical responsibility. I am aware the world wants to legalize sin and sinful marriages, I am aware there are groups that claim they are of God that do not follow Yahweh’s teachings when it comes to these things. I have already been asked to perform a wedding but had to decline it when

If I could go home to shamayim right now and walk up to the holy throne of Yahweh-Jehovah, Jehoshua, and Ruwah, I would look them in the face (for I would be a spirit and can afford to look upon their faces) and ask them 3 questions. 1.) Why did you knit me in the womb, and send me down there? The culture of the world is ridiculous, and there was no support for the gift you gave me, yet you gave me that talent that I know I couldn’t use for myself or for gain, as it is was yo

Not Your Typical Minister By now, I’m sure some are asking who am I, what am I about, what I do for a living, etc. I am many things, I am a very unique individual, and not well received by many. There is reason for this of course, but mainly because I do not embrace false doctrine, and stand on the origin texts of the whole bible which is a “controversy”. No. It’s not. But this is why I am not popular in the church world, and way more effective with people who are outside of

There are 6 things Yahweh hates and 7 an abomination. Well, there are 6 things I see in the so-called church that I hate and 7 an abomination. 1.) Spiritual gifts out of order and context. Mainly the gift of tongues. It’s not wrong but how people do it around where I live is. 2.) Parents allowing themselves and their children to dress immodestly. Cleavage, showing of the lower back, all of their legs, men walking around without shirts. 3.) The church ignoring Revelation and a

Legal Disclaimer: The Search For The Griffin series is rated "T" for Teen and "M" for Mature. Allow me to explain why I don't want parents or legal guardians allowing their children under the age of (15) to approach my work and children of the age of (15) to read my work. Depending on which series a you decide to read first will determine if it is T or M and in each novel there will be a notice stating which rating it is. I start at 15 because most, if not all teenagers are e

Hope you're wearing your steel toed boots because it's about to get personal and blunt. This isn't an attack or a hate crime. It is the Bible and the Bible is proven historical document with artifacts to prove it's credibility. I personally tested every "god" to see who was real and who was fake. Yahweh, Yeshua and Ruwah (Godhead) was the only one who answered back. Plus they explained that all the other "gods" are fake. Just demons. They are not real and the Bible literally

Poverty Hurts Poverty in a money demanding world is horrible. It's not helpful at all. Yes, I'm mad at my stale situation, and lack of funds, and financial support. That is a honest confession, but I'm working on letting it go, and trusting Yahweh to provide a means, and way for everything. I was poor, and broke before AW. I'm still poor, and broke. So what's the difference? My faith in Yahweh has increased, and I refuse to take "No." for an answer. We recently have started a